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The Nightmare Inside Me

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It's inside me... I feel it.
It wants to come out, to become reality.
It wants to ruin my life also when the sun is up. 
It is there, pushing on my  temples, trying to break out and gain freedom.
But I can't, I can't let it.
I can't let it ruin me.

Ahahah.

Dreams become nightmares in a matter of seconds, everytime I close my eyes.
Oh. The shadow is moving, spreading out, fast.
It is there, it's watching me, observing me, staring at me with those unreal eyes.
It as no face or body.
But I know that it's listening, I know that is following every movement I do.
I can feel it.
Ahahah, exhilarating.
At the end, it seems that it really has won.

Maybe it's better to put an end to all of this.
I will die in glory, as the old classic heroes.
I won't give myself up to the enemy or...

...maybe...

Is the enemy that should give itself up to me
It's time to write a new myth.

My myth.

The myth of the one who has menaged to defeat her own nightmares.

The gun is there, on the bedside table.
It has been a while since the first time I put it there, near myself.
You never know, i could have used it, if that presence should have came out.
I hold it and feel its weight.
The cold metal against my warm palm, sends shivers down my spine.
Adrenaline, adrenaline and pleasure.
This is what ai feel.
I look in front of me.
The shadow is there, it keeps staring at me with its empty eyes... What am I seeing? Fear?

Ahahahah.

I hear the wonderful sound of the bullets being shot.
The shadow flees, now it's its time to be afraid.

The sound of my steps echoes through the rooms while I look for it.
Then...
There is it, it tries to find shelter among the shadows of the wardrobe.
Ahahahah.
Goodbye.
It's still lying there... that shadow.
It doesn't breath anymore.
Finally.

Now my head will be able to rest.

But just when I was going to go back to my room, I hear the door opening.
And there is it, another shadow.
I think that the night will be long and wide awake...

...at least for me.

Ahahahah.

"And now today news.

A girl brutally kills her little sister and her mother shooting them more than once with a gun. On the wall of her room the obvious bloody sign of her mental instability.

The shadows are everywhere.
Ahahahah

She is still out there".

A/N: So this is it. I know that probably there will be mistakes, as it's my first time writing in english, but you are welcome to point them out and I will correct them. Bye💙 ~Blue
Sometimes darkness is not so bad.
This is a translation of the one I wrote in Italian.
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